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Nikki  

  • Status: Member
  • Journalistic Photographer
  • Female/United Kingdom
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  • Deviant since Nov 22, 2007, 9:01 AM
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Close To The Flame, Burning Brightly.

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 12, 2008, 6:18 AM
I don't know what to do anymore.
I like him. I really really like him.
And I talked to him on Tuesday. And he talked back. He said he'd come to the gig yesterday. But he didn't show.
I don't even know him properly.
Why does this hurt so much?
Why can't I be skinny and pretty and talented?
I want my bones to be brittle enough to snap.

  • Mood: Crazy
  • Listening to: Little Angel - Charon
  • Reading: ...
  • Watching: ...
  • Playing: ...
  • Eating: ...
  • Drinking: Diet Coke.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: Essex in the UK
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Uh...?
  • Interests: Music, photography, literature, poetry
  • Favourite movie: Brothers of the Head, Romeo + Juliet, Donnie Darko, Elephant.
  • Favourite band or musician: The Bang Bang, The Horrors, Decaydance as a music label, Beethoven.
  • Favourite genre of music: Absolutely any.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Brian Aldiss
  • Favourite photographer: ifyouwannaspin

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Devious Comments

~Matt-Seago:iconMatt-Seago: Apr 18, 2008, 2:17:21 AM
hmmm...u gotta reply to this nikki!

yeah REPLY!

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Cut Your Wrists and Fall Asleep, Bleed to Death and Never Awake
~Matt-Seago:iconMatt-Seago: Jan 18, 2008, 3:30:12 AM
Nikki i never see you anymore!

u in town one saturday?


xxx

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Cut Your Wrists and Fall Asleep, Bleed to Death and Never Awake
~Matt-Seago:iconMatt-Seago: Jan 4, 2008, 3:39:27 AM
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,



He said...no.








She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no.













She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.













She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said...













You're not pretty you're beautiful.













I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.













And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...













SO NOW I WILL SAY:












I like you because of who you are to me...A true friend.












And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint.













Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.











Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow.











It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere.











Get ready for the biggest shock of your life.












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Remember:













"A good friend will come bail you out of jail....











But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ...












WE screwed up, but we had fun! "












Proud to be your Friend!












Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead.












I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper.











The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.












I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.












I've learned...that money doesn't buy class.












I've learned...that it's those small daily

happenings that make life so spectacular.












I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.











I've learned...that the Lord didn't do it all in one day.












What makes me think I can?












I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.












I've learned.












I've learned...that the less time I have to work, the more things I get done.

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Cut Your Wrists and Fall Asleep, Bleed to Death and Never Awake
~romanceFUNERAL:iconromanceFUNERAL: Dec 10, 2007, 11:01:43 PM
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII,

that is all.
Dravin

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Baby, do you want to feel the ropes tighten?
~thedirtpoet:iconthedirtpoet: Dec 7, 2007, 11:53:29 AM
Yeah. Should see you tomorrow?

x

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*~*Ironic, Because That's The Only Thing That's Real *~*
~Matt-Seago:iconMatt-Seago: Dec 6, 2007, 9:53:42 AM
you going into town at the weekend? :jarklarge:

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Cut Your Wrists and Fall Asleep, Bleed to Death and Never Awake
~Matt-Seago:iconMatt-Seago: Nov 29, 2007, 10:29:55 AM
no i love you more! heheheh

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Cut Your Wrists and Fall Asleep, Bleed to Death and Never Awake
~Kylee-Black:iconKylee-Black: Nov 27, 2007, 6:29:41 PM Mood: Joy
Mm

:w00t:

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Are you Blue's fro buddy? I think NOT!
~thedirtpoet:iconthedirtpoet: Nov 27, 2007, 12:01:41 PM
I love you too my darling!

I love you more! Ahahaha.

xx

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*~*Ironic, Because That's The Only Thing That's Real *~*
~Matt-Seago:iconMatt-Seago: Nov 27, 2007, 3:03:01 AM
niki i love you!

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Cut Your Wrists and Fall Asleep, Bleed to Death and Never Awake
~thedirtpoet:iconthedirtpoet: Nov 27, 2007, 1:18:48 AM
Hump you.




... =D

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*~*Ironic, Because That's The Only Thing That's Real *~*
~Kylee-Black:iconKylee-Black: Nov 26, 2007, 7:22:35 PM
NIKKI!

*tackleglompsnugglehug*

That's right, I did it.

What'cha gon' do?

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Are you Blue's fro buddy? I think NOT!
~romanceFUNERAL:iconromanceFUNERAL: Nov 24, 2007, 4:22:27 PM
Still hyper :'DD

dfakjsdfhk WOOOOOOOOO. *cuddleeees*

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Baby, do you want to feel the ropes tighten?
~IfYouWannaSpin:iconIfYouWannaSpin: Nov 23, 2007, 8:57:38 AM
LOLOLOLOLLLLLL RENNNNNNT! ROGER!!!!!! FOR THE WINNNNN!


ahahhaha There was so much gay there... SOOO MUCHHH GAYYYY ... It was hilariously awesome. HAHAHA I read through it this morning too... then I slept.. it's 11:56 am... TEA TIME... lol not really.. TEA TIME IS ALL THE TIME... but not nearly so often as coffee time... which I should really drink less of.
~thedirtpoet:iconthedirtpoet: Nov 23, 2007, 1:26:57 AM
Me either, no worries.

Duh, you're my favourite. I want one of your prints on my wall as a poster or something. Seriously.

Also, your picture, 'Going Against the Grain' made the think. Have you seen Rent? DO YOU LIKE RENT? GAH MARK/ROGER FTW.

... *hem* Its far too early in the morning. I'ma go read through our rp.

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*~*Ironic, Because That's The Only Thing That's Real *~*
~thedirtpoet:iconthedirtpoet: Nov 23, 2007, 1:25:24 AM
Ahahahaha, hyper are we? *cuddles*

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*~*Ironic, Because That's The Only Thing That's Real *~*
~romanceFUNERAL:iconromanceFUNERAL: Nov 22, 2007, 5:29:12 PM
*le Flail*


...*flail*

...um.


^,...,^

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Baby, do you want to feel the ropes tighten?
~IfYouWannaSpin:iconIfYouWannaSpin: Nov 22, 2007, 4:44:18 PM Mood: Affection
also, lol I can't spell
~IfYouWannaSpin:iconIfYouWannaSpin: Nov 22, 2007, 4:44:02 PM
GAHHHHH! <333333

I've never been anyone's faveourite photographer before !!!